my first time

I remember my first time,
she softly asked: 'would u like me above you,
or do you want to be between my legs?
I hesitated,
didn't know what to say but from what friend said,
between her legs was the best way…
so i sheepishly replied...
'between your thighs.'

heaven knows how anxious I'd become.
I had waited far too long.
her hands were gentle and soft
and when she first touched me,
my eyes closed and I was lost.

stroking each and every inch of me,
taking me further to wonderland...
god damn this lady's hand.
when I opened my eyes i saw bits of me that I'd held onto for so long
fall in slow motion to the ground.

then just like that, it was over,
bringing me back to reality.
but for that brief moment…
i was in ecstasy.

when done, i stand up, clean self', and pay up.
just before i go through the door,
i look back,thank her, take a long look back at her…
and at my hair on the floor.
my first kololo haircut.